someone called my name, but when i turned around, all i saw were shadows covering my sight...
see the misery in my smile, eyes closed and teeth bared happy and bright yet dark as night...
see the haunted sorrow in my eyes, ghosts of those who rose to heaven or woke up in hell...
can you see into the soul of mine from years past? do the demons have many stories to tell?...
hear the sorrow in the rhythm of my heart, slowly pounding itself to death against its walls...
not writing a suicide note, but i will embrace the angel of the afterlife when she calls...
see these weathered hands and feet travelled so long and hard to search for some kind of truth...
but now i know, wish i knew earlier, that this world was meant to destroy, decay and pollute...
as my body breaks and my soul aches, i now search for you who called my name sometime before...
for i know that finding you, will be that beautiful day when i stumble through heavens door...

-voice in my head-